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Fri, 24 May 2013 19:38:45 -0400

thedarkestmind:

black and white blog that follows back ✌

Rocky Road fudge- Pistachios and Marshmaelows :) <3333 soooo...

Fri, 24 May 2013 17:47:36 -0400

Rocky Road fudge- Pistachios and Marshmaelows :) <3333 soooo good. (at Old Mesilla)

pain filled words, hid behind your gorgeous smile. they enter my ears, but are trapped behind bars. i want them out, imprisoning thoughts perpetuating stories ofour pasts; but presently focused on you. you don't think anyone cares, i do. i do

Fri, 24 May 2013 16:13:58 -0400

a picture of you scar kandi just came up on my dashboard about 10 minutes after I relapsed after not cutting for 3 or so months. I just wanted to say thank you, that picture really meant allot. <3

Fri, 24 May 2013 16:08:31 -0400

you are very welcome. Im a month clean so far. Im here for you sister

lowdepths: i promise

Fri, 24 May 2013 00:01:49 -0400

lowdepths:

i promise

67960) Someone asked me today what the mark on the back of my right hand under my pointer finger is from. I froze.

Fri, 24 May 2013 00:01:37 -0400

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Update May-June

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:39:56 -0400

I haven’t cut in 3 weeks.
I haven’t made myself throw up in 5 weeks.
I’m down to 1 meal a day- sometimes.
I’m content with life right now because what happened with Hopper has made me feel numb and so carefree.
of everything.

How Hopper got his name.

So i was talking to this 25 year old named Andrew.
Not fully divorced. 2 year old kid.
He kinda made me fall for him.
Then we went out one night- me & him sober, yet my friend Sarah was kinda drunk.
she hit on him all night at the party and then we went back to her house and we all ended up in the same bed.
one thing led to another and they wanted me to have sex with them.
a three some.
i said no. and he insisted that we do it.
he began touching me inappropriately and i wanted to cry.
because i knew if i left, they would have sex.
And I would be forced to give up on him…
but i left anyway.

he slept with her while i laid in the next room cryin my eyes out listening to them fuck..

I have never felt betrayal before so this has affected my life so much.

Tally count
Of how many times ive wanted to kill myself this year so far
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Of how many times i attempted suicide
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lowdepths: so little time

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:26:15 -0400

lowdepths:

so little time

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Thu, 23 May 2013 23:25:58 -0400

and last year.. and the year before that and the year before...

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:25:46 -0400

and last year.. and the year before that and the year before that and it just….
continues.

new #rave top for #electricadventure August 3rd at #sixflags #me...

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:17:52 -0400

new #rave top for #electricadventure August 3rd at #sixflags #me #lovethis #seethrough #gettingrisky #tiredofpeoplejudgingme

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Thu, 23 May 2013 23:15:20 -0400

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Thu, 23 May 2013 23:14:22 -0400

poutable: screams: queued! xx i have so much love for this...

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:12:46 -0400

poutable:

screams:

queued! xx

i have so much love for this girl. does anyone know who she is?

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